why does it take so much?
i have nightmares that you are going to leave. you are not going to stay there. you’re going to walk away again. we want to help you. at some point that becomes impossible and we’re getting so close. PLEASE don’t. please wait. please open your eyes before you get there. stay.
it was so close this last time. you slept on my couch and i woke up in the morning wondering what to do. i went to bed every night tucking you in wishing you were small again. we were a maybe only one shot away from losing you. from the streets. from the agony of having our love completely rejected.
i’m so afraid. i know i’m not supposed to live in fear. i wish i could change your mind. i don’t know how to let go. i don’t know how to watch you walk away.
how do i love you?
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